Kendall Jenner has really been taking it on the chin on social media lately. From facing backlash for defending Scott Disick at Kourtney Kardashian’s engagement dinner to accusations that she subjected boyfriend Devin Booker to the “Kardashian curse” after the Phoenix Suns’ historic loss in the NBA Playoffs, it’s been a trying few weeks for the model. To make it even worse, fans had plenty to say when Jenner was shown awkwardly trying to slice a cucumber on The Kardashians. But now she’s giving it another go.

On Episode 5 of the famous family’s Hulu reality show, Kendall Jenner is shown holding a cucumber from the back, nearly cutting her fingers as she chopped slivers of the vegetable (or is it a fruit?) for a snack. She repeatedly brushed off her mother’s request that she get a chef to help her, but social media can be a cruel place, and fans said it was a “painful” experience to witness and they were “perplexed.” Determined to not let Cucumbergate be her downfall, Jenner picked herself (and the knife) back up and tried again, posting this in her Instagram Stories:

The media mogul seemed to take the social media barbs with an appropriate amount of self-deprecating humor, as she herself called the incident “tragic,” but her sister, Khloé Kardashian, revealed the model was really “not happy” about all the criticism. Kardashian told her little sis that “God is fair” and, while her sibling is “the most beautiful human being in the world” and has a “perfect life,” who cares if she can’t cut a cucumber?